Matt 3:17 nkjv This is my beloved Son, in whom I have found my delight. Darby

You are His creation, He brought you into the world for a purpose. But before you can walk in the things He has ordained for you, you must come to a place of trust and surrender to HIS LOVE FOR YOU. Before Jesus did anything noteworthy, He received the Father’s love for him. Right now the Devil does not want you to receive anything from God–especially His LOVE FOR YOU. But you are loved son, daughter, you are loved by the Father of your spirit right now!

Always have been loved by Him. Receive that love.
1Jn 4:16 And we have known and believed the love that God has for us. God is love, and he who abides in love abides in God, and God in him. 1Jn 4:18 There is no fear in love; but perfect love casts out fear, because fear involves torment . But he who fears has not been made perfect in love. 1Jn 4:19 We love Him because He first loved us.
God’s love for you will never end so do not end your life being pushed by the enemy. He hates you, do you think that his thoughts of hopelessness leading to death will solve anything? No they won’t solve a thing. But God’s love will!! His love, Jesus Himself, will chase away every fear and doubt and win your heart if you let Him.

Take the noose from around your neck and be free!

Tell Jesus you need Him. Tell Him you are sorry for pushing Him away and for agreeing with the Liar. Ask Him to deliver you from all your fears.

Psa 34:6 This poor man cried out, and the LORD heard him, And saved him out of all his troubles. Psa 34:7 The angel of the LORD encamps all around those who fear Him, And delivers them. Psa 34:8 Oh, taste and see that the LORD is good; Blessed is the man who trusts in Him!

The woundings in your heart have allowed the demons to find entry and lodge there. Ask Jesus to heal those wounds. Forgive all those who have hurt you and forgive your ancestors for any involvement in the occult or Freemasonry. Contact me or someone to pray with you. You are loved and can be free from this torment and death forever, you are made to live, not die!